To be love forever

today , damn i seriously hate today . it's a super duper bad day . when i woke up in the morning around 11 something in the morning , i had myself prepared for homework ! before i went to bath , my aunt (mae nong) from thailand called my mum's cell phone . after that , i went to the bathroom . 

without my notice , the phone rang and its from my another aunt ( mae phee) also from thailand searching for my mum again . she missed twice . then it was my mum's friend from terengganu called and i picked it up . i got i very bad news , a very very bad one . its was that my cousin brother ( ah att ) had passed away . 

he'd involved in an accident at 2 am yesterday ( saturday 18/6/2011 ) cause of his fast-speed riding motor . when i heard that news , no words , i seriously don't know how t describe my heartbeat and my expression . it was too sudden ! 

his death means no more ah att next time i go thailand 

no more  cousin call me with my funny nickname

no more cousin who buy me firecrackers

no more cousin to sing korean song with

no more cousin who tease me 

no more cousin who buy me firecrackers 

no more cousin scare me with ghost at night

no more cousin tease me as a 9-years-old child

no more ... 

no more ...

all this will be my deepest memory bury in my heart , i will never forget what you have done with me , the happy moments we had spent together in the past . 

rest in peace , god bless you & your family , and hope that you do bless us <3 <3

anyhow , i have to fact the truth that my cousin brother had already passed away , and no matter what i do , i can't change the fact that he had passed away . i'll pray to god everyday to help you in your afterlife . have a better life in the next life . 

i love you , my love towards you will never fade . i love you , i love you <3 

 

a day to remember

090611 (thursday) - was the most memorable day for the HamZhu Family . <3 we celebrated siehoon a.k.a ah ma's birthday ! and the most important part was that it was the FIRST time all of the HamZhu Family's members hang out together . this family consist of 8 members , namely wan xin , miao zheng , wooi chi , yincy , siehoon , huiling , mandy and me ! they are very best friends ! oops , no they aren't cause they already included in my family ! 

i lovee them , to the haters out there , if you ever hurt my lovelies , you're not gonna have a good time to deal with us ! ;D 

haha , vain -_-

 siehoon's birthday cardd ! 

spacially for siehoon ! C.O.O.L !

 hahaha , talk till so chi kek

nice shot ! ;D

 birthday girll , i love you <3

 see no face also so prettyyyyy

 again , the birthday girl !

 ...

 ;)

 yincy camera shyyyy

haha , testing testing 

 the official HamZhu Family <3

#take 2

i don't care how funny we look , i just love you guysss 

 hahaha , yincy busy eatinggg

nom nom nom

mandy so happyyy ;D

nice expression ! 

 the 2nd birthday card !

so , that's probably the end of the pictures . well , enjoyed much but i was having tuition at 8pm night . i missed the chance to eat tomyam DD:  

SCREWTUITION ! 

thats all for now ! till then ! <3  x

There's always a better situation (;

*holiday mood*

haihh , seriously i did nothing at all during the pass one-week-holiday . i've A LOT of homework waiting for me to complete them . instead of doing them , i was online-ing , wasting time doing nonsense -- that's just so LAZY ! wondering how bad my reputation will be for PPT . i really did not did well , in other words , its just so fucked up and it sucks to see my friends got high marks . 

sometimes , i really i can change my terrible attitude but word speaks louder than action . i say i wanna do that , do this but end up did nothing at all . tired of being so useless but i still continue my bad attitude .
ANYWAY , 

something happy just happened and i love it ! xinyi was commenting on jb's photo which i uploaded in fb . and the interesting part of her comments is that she said

" i dreamt u and him go to same class, dunu wht class, but u guys are tokin to one another friendly " 

that's the picture i'm talking bout !

 

 so hot <3

oh man , that comment seriously made my day ! but that's impossible , 

it was only just a dream~ haha

soo , that's justin bieber ok ? J.U.S.T.I.N.B.I.E.B.E.R. <3

so , in twitter , justin do follow his fans . haihh , everytine he tweets , my heart pumps faster . dunno why , maybe too desperate for his tweet . i'm so freaking jealous for those fans that he had followed . its just so LUCKY !!! so jealoussssssssssssssssssss ;(

but , justin bieber says 

        Believe 

In

             Everything

          Because

             Everything

             Reachable

till then , 

xoxo <3

 

Youthjam !

4-6-11 was a saturday ! tomorrow is sunday . oh noo , i'm not gonna be the 2nd rebecca black ! xD  ok , its Y-O-U-T-H-J-A-M-D-A-Y! yea , youthjam , definitely is for youth ! but honestly its my first time been there . went there with lovelies namely siehoon , yincy and huiling jie . when we reached there , we're so hungry so we went into a chinese restaurant . danggg , so expensivee but once in a bluemoon its okayy la . ahhaha . and the most important part is that i met somebodyyy , made me in the seventh heaven (extremely happy) ;DD 

                                           huiling's niece , so cuteeeee

                                            laugh till so high xP

                           cool right ? huiling made it herself !

                                               prettyyyyyy

                                   she's my ah ma ;3

                                           high school band performance.

                                      one word ; G-E-N-G

                                          the singing girl !

                                           chiew yan ! hahhaha

                                                        high-5 ! xD

                                     ahh , look where ah ?

                                                 guess who ?

                                   taa-daa ! its cindyy ! *smile

                                       yincy's production --

                                   the talent search ;D

                            sideview also so prettyyyy

                                           haha , stim !

                               same age with me but they were up on stage while i was on the chair --

after that , we went home 9.30pm . its kinda early but its mum's order . D; anyway , enjoyed myself that night , the main reason : met somebodyy , hahahaha !

xoxo  <3