today , damn i seriously hate today . it's a super duper bad day . when i woke up in the morning around 11 something in the morning , i had myself prepared for homework ! before i went to bath , my aunt (mae nong) from thailand called my mum's cell phone . after that , i went to the bathroom .
without my notice , the phone rang and its from my another aunt ( mae phee) also from thailand searching for my mum again . she missed twice . then it was my mum's friend from terengganu called and i picked it up . i got i very bad news , a very very bad one . its was that my cousin brother ( ah att ) had passed away .
he'd involved in an accident at 2 am yesterday ( saturday 18/6/2011 ) cause of his fast-speed riding motor . when i heard that news , no words , i seriously don't know how t describe my heartbeat and my expression . it was too sudden !
his death means no more ah att next time i go thailand
no more cousin call me with my funny nickname
no more cousin who buy me firecrackers
no more cousin to sing korean song with
no more cousin who tease me
no more cousin who buy me firecrackers
no more cousin scare me with ghost at night
no more cousin tease me as a 9-years-old child
no more ...
no more ...
all this will be my deepest memory bury in my heart , i will never forget what you have done with me , the happy moments we had spent together in the past .
rest in peace , god bless you & your family , and hope that you do bless us <3 <3
anyhow , i have to fact the truth that my cousin brother had already passed away , and no matter what i do , i can't change the fact that he had passed away . i'll pray to god everyday to help you in your afterlife . have a better life in the next life .
i love you , my love towards you will never fade . i love you , i love you <3
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